One of My most Favorite songs, <3
Aqui Estoy Yo ; One Of My Most Favorite Songss . <3
getting stuck in a dresser !
In the silent corner of your heart, I listen to your silence,
I can’t get myself without thinking of you,
I yell and scream silently to make you see me,
I feel you so close yet so far,
You are ever so unreachable, so distant as a star,
A love that’s impossible, invisible as the air,
Like a never burning fire inside me, you are so unreachable
Love that makes me fight and cause a war
I drift a turn and I move to notice myself on top of my roof,
I sit and try to imagine myself under your skin,
I admire the luminous stars wishing I could be one,
to be just like them they don’t carry my pain,
and always light someone’s path as they light up my cold, lonely, dark world.
If I was maybe, just maybe you would glance my way just once.
Slowly a sea of salty waters starts streaming down my face,
I catch myself tasting the bitter sweetness creating an ever going ocean of pure desolation.
More and more does this ocean grow as I realize that it’s impossible,
this war, this battlefield.
The more I try to not think of you the more I can hear the murmur
Of your heartbeat leaving me speechless,
Each memory, is a new addition to this ocean.
I am fifteen and at war with myself.
I came armed with everything I need to win this battle determined,
not to fail and ready to fight with all my might.
But soon enough my heart betrays me,
giving a piece of itself to be happy when it will only be broken,
deep inside I cry and scream because already I am slowly dying.
I am nothing without you.
My battlefield is called love,
My loss, heartbreak,
I feel the stabbing of a thousand knives,
The glare of a thousand eyes, that are called stars,
The tight wind against my face as if I had my face on an ice cold brick
I feel my the shattered pieces of my heart,
I feel the fallen armor,
As if it clashes breaking the silence in such a piercing sound,
That could just make my ears bleed.
Then it hits me like the last breathe I will inhale,
I now realize I have lost my own battle, my war.
Sometimes I just don’t seem to get it, much less know why . We change . We smile , & we grow , we give in & yet we show we’re strong , this life , what beauty yet what pain .